La dieta del morir

Lo confieso: tenía mis prevenciones en publicar este video. Tenía miedo de putearme esta banda. (Pensar en la risa de Ramone tras su computador, o en el arrogante Obicek con una nueva banda más que agregar en su tonto criterio de "la que más tenga nombre raro es la mejor", e incluso, la idea terrible de un golem Juglaresco subiendo un castpost a mi nombre, como sucedió efectivamente con Laibach). Pese a estos prejuicios la publico. Insensato y/o terriblemente idiota. La buena música es como la buena poesía: está en el extraño espectro de lo público y lo privado a la vez. Es pública, está ahí, en el mundo, al alcance de la mano , es presencia. Es privada, no todo el mundo la entiende, ni disfruta, es oculta. Sólo me resta repetir a Einstürzende Neubauten (por los cds que me robaron y que ahora hacen parte del decorado de una buseta o de la musiteca de un tarado):
If you know my name
don't speak it out
it holds a power -

Pese a estos prejuicios la publico porque la música no es mía ni es de nadie. Y porque a As-zeta le va a encantar. Y porque a mí me encanta y me recuerda mis días astrológicos. Y porque:



I've got memories
I keep them away from me
They
won't behave
Won't be what I want them to be


I've seen it all and it's all
done
I've been with everyone and no one

So
many squandered moments
So much wasted time
So busy
chasing dreams
I left myself behind

I've seen
it all and it's all done
I've been with everyone
and no one

So this dying slowly
It seemed better
than shooting myself
This dying slowly
It seemed better
than shooting myself

These worms,
darling
They're nibbling away at me
They go at it
when I'm sleeping
Won't let me get to my feet


I've seen it all and it's all
done
I've been with everyone and no one

So
this dying slowly
It seemed better than shooting
myself
This dying slowly
It seemed better than shooting
-
If I could find the words to explain this feeling
I
would shout them out
If I could find out all this,
what's inside me
I would shout it out

So this
dying slowly
It seemed better than shooting myself
This
dying slowly
It seemed better than shouting it out


I make some coffee
Pull on that new pair of
pants
I can get so far, watch me
The feeling just falls away


I've seen it all and it's all
done
I've been with everyone and no one


I'm just tired, baby
I just need to lay
down
I'm just tired, darling
I just need to lay
down
I'm just tired, baby
I just need to lay
down
I'm just tired, darling
I just need to lay
down
I'm just tired, darling